Jayson Llamazares  (128 views)

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Age

21

Location

4000, Philippines

Birthday

October 15
 
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Age

21

Birthday

October 15

Location

4000, Philippines

 

About Me

me? nothing... hahaha
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Favorite Music

.. my chemical romance.. greenday... simple plan.. yellow card..

Favorite Song: Heaven Knows(angel has flown away) by Orange and Lemons...
Balisong by Rivermaya..

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Favorite Movies

coach cater.. dust factory.. if only.. 2fast2furious.. lean on me..
 

Favorite TV Shows

the 70's show.. hehehe.. mad T.V... going bulilit.. friends.. its a guy thing..
 

Favorite Books

Harry Potter..
 

Favorite Quote

"you can name a bird with all the languages in the world... but in the end.. you will know nothing about the bird or whatsoever.. so just stop and see whats its doing.. i learned very early the difference between knowing the name of something and knowing something.."
 

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Forlorn Life : Jul 8, 2007


Realms of reality of an undying scope of fate

Shedding once astuteness, my measly creation of psyche

Instances of my forlorn life I found trepidation

I watched vigilantly of someone I know,

But there’s no trace of him in a known epitome.


I’m in a mesmerizing stupor, which made no sagacity

Totaled with my battles, battles that left me to blight unaided

Blathering myself as I escape my state of consciousness

I conjured a wisp of my sweat, clothed my spirit with hope

But time revealed that it was a blunder.


I’m petrified, too terrified in my own prospects

Troubled that I will convey the same faux pas all over again

Scared stiff to be impaired, to be obliterated…

I’m always uttering what I really suffer, no one seems to heed

Or they did, but I simply disregard their lexis.


A drop of drizzle like tear fell

I’m crying myself out, but the mask I wore everyday kept me in disguise

I sought to smile, smile in the deepest of my woe

Everything is just pretension, engulfing my spirit in the shadows of Eternal emptiness

Empty as I may seem, I’m still full, full of smudge



Question…


How will I redeem myself?

How can I smile when I really feel like crying?

How can I win a battle which is design for me to lose?

How can I face reality when I’m already happy in the world of my fantasy?

How can I stop running if everything that I’m afraid of is chasing me?

How can I face the truth if I know that I can’t handle the truth?

How can I fill this empty jar?


Act of sham, to fill this masqueraded life

Credence, discernment, fallacy of who I really am


….

Demand me nothing…

Because I can give nothing…

And nothing shall I become…

For I am nothing

….


Welcome to my lonesome life….!


I’m making a voyage, to answers those query…

Sailing in this bewildered basin of seclusion

Will I forever stray or will the stars escort me the way


Drinking this cup of tea, to seal this disrupting soul of mine

Soul which is in pursuit for my real journey

Soon, my existence will ebb into ashes

And ashes to the shore in an endless wave of the ceaseless sea


I WILL still ascend up to see the sun rise

After I saw the out glorious sunset…

If you know what I mean…

                                              
                                                 
                                             Jayson L.

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Apr 9 5:13 PM
 
cute mo aman jajaja*_*
 
Jan 2 4:40 AM
 
happy new year!
 
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Jun 17, 2008 8:06 PM
 
damn...how u been dude???

am still alive k ...not dead yet

hehe do write sometimes man

mizz chatting with u dude
 
 
 
May 20, 2008 2:08 AM
gina says:
 
akalain mo... mag ka birth day pa pala tayo.. thanks for viewing ha
 
Feb 23, 2008 8:15 AM
 
olas stas bien guapito
jejeje bueno bye spro estemos en contacto bye
cuidate y ps suerte en tus cosas jajaja
 
 
Jan 5, 2008 2:16 AM
len says:
 
elow po musta ka na pho?
heheheheheheh
take care ka na lng pho always huh!!!!!!!!
god bless us!!!!!
thnks 4 being a gud fiends to me
 
 
Dec 25, 2007 3:10 AM
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Dec 10, 2007 11:46 PM
Tenzi says:
 
hi!!
hew ru lose this fllowing days?i really missed u.how is u r days going on?anyway have a niceday take care keep reply la sathi c ya!!!
 
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Dec 4, 2007 6:21 AM
 
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Dec 4, 2007 4:56 AM
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